Well, Elder Jensen has officially been gone all of 2025. Its crazy!
It has been such a nice, relaxing, fun week this past week all being home and lots of time to hang out together. I personally have loved it so much. It is my favorite thing in life when we are all together and its peaceful and fun! We of course miss you so much! Blake is reminding me more and more of you every day.
Christmas Eve was so good. We acted out the nativity after a really nice dinner with Jensens in town and Lito and LIta and a neighbor family that is renting Sara Jean's house, that have 2 little kids and one on the way. They are not members of the church but they just jumped into the whole evening so well. I was glad the Pratts invited them!
There was a lot of downtime spent making homemade gifts. I feel like Aubrie, Hallie and Clara have done a lot of knitting. Lucas and Blake went to a "fly tying" experience that I was able to set up at Fish Tech ( a local fishing shop) and they got a personal mini class with one of the owners to learn to tie a few flies. It was cool, and Lucas has Beckham for Christmas, which will be a happy gift!
We all have FOMO that all of the Jensens are together having fun in AZ;) Dad and I are on the adult Jensen group chat and hearing all the fun! ;)
I am so grateful for the Haynies and the Jensens. It is such a privilege to be related to such GREAT people who are such a huge support and so much fun. It is already sad to have WEs and Amanda gone to TX. It hasn't quite hit me that we will only see them once a year now.
We have been watching a few movies (Elf and Home Alone), bike rides, lots of basketball at the church, Hallie and Blake had friends over for smores and a fire, doing nails, lots of playing games, marble run, LOTS of reading, and Lucas has been having fun with his RC car. He needs someone to play with him all the time. Aubrie made an appointment for the 3 of us to go to the temple on the 26th and do attend an endowment session. It was wonderful!
Ryan Netelbeek spoke in our ward today post return from Mongolia on his mission. What a unique mission he served in -43 temps in the winter, no wearing of name tags--its largely a do service mission and he said I have eaten any part of any animal you can think of. It was so cool to hear his conviction of the gospel and neat to hear his story about not being active or thinking about anythign re: the gospel until he was 20. He is so committed to being a disciple. I hope he does all the things to stay the course and stay true to what he believes. He is the only member in his family and that is really hard to be the sole strength in that way.
It was a great meeting! We had a testimony meeting for our 2nd hour with all the youth and it was awkward for a lot of them to share. But so good to practice that outloud. I was so glad we did it.
I just received my "inklings" conference packet a few months late. Last year was my first year to have a packet where I am studying with all the resources the previous General conference. I liked doing it so much last time. And although I am behind, I can't wait to get started on Oct conferences. Starting with President Oaks' talk about "Family-Centered Gospel of Jesus Christ," which was my most remembered talk from Conference.
About 2 months ago I listened to a Follow Him podcast and had a real moment with an idea of CONNECTION OVER COMPETITION. It is one of my biggest daily struggles. I have repeated that phrase in my mind or out loud SO many times in these past 2 months. To remember that to be admired is so easy to want but true connection is different. Putting efforts into being admired (cleaning the house to impress, or wearing/buying/acquiring certain clothes or things to impress, parctipating in certain things to impress--is NOT a way to truly connect with people). Admiration is not connnection. And connection is what truly fills us up. and what Christ was so perfect at. Connection. It has been slowly helping me to make different choices and I hope I continue to get better at it. My other thought about this coming year is to find ways to improve my ability to "Be Present" (not thinking or analyzing the past or worrying/planning for the future but to just be in the now). It is not easy for me. But I am excited to practice it.

